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| 6.17.08
A thought popped into my mind. I am more than certain we are not meant
to be together. Infact, I would like more than anything to never see
him again.
I ｄｏｎｔ ｅｖｅｎ ｗａｎｔ ａ ｒｅｌａｔｉｏｎｓｈｉｐ ｒｉｇｈｔ ｎｏｗ ａｎｄ ｐｒｏｂａｂｌｙ ｗｏｎ＇ｔｆｏｒ ａ ｌｏｎｇ
ｔｉｍｅ． Ｂｕｔ ｈｅ ｓｔｉｌｌ ｐｏｐｓ ｉｎｔｏ ｍｙ ｍｉｎｄ ｅｖｅｒｙ ｎｏｗ ａｎｄ ｔｈｅｎ ａｎｄ Ｉ ｄｏｎ＇ｔｋｎｏｗ
ｗｈｙ．
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| 1.13.07
Last night my mom told me I was not allowed to go out. But me, Melissa,
Shakia, Camille, and Warren had plans to go to Ikea. So I just left
with the car and she never knew. It was really fun. Afterwards we went
to Ihop and laughed our butts off at stupid things. I'm going to miss
this. Later I dropped Shakia off at her grandma's house and on the way
back I almost got into an accident. It was so scary. I accidentally
went on a one way street, made a u-turn, and then turned immediately
again when i didnt see a car comming and we both had to swirve. The
other car pulled over and I think i was supposed to too but I was too
scared so I just left. And then there was another car signalling me to
pull over but I don't know where he came from so I just kept going too.
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| Ironically the person who helped me the most was not one of my close
friends, but someone my close friends talk about a lot. She turned out
to be the one who was there to talk about it with me when I felt so
broken. I'm not going to talk about you anymore or anyone else. I'm
sorry for calling you a fake slut. So what if you are friendly with
boys. You made me feel better more than anyone else did.
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| I put on a font. I am not okay.
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| 12.27.07
I convinced my dad to let me drive by myself to columbia mall. I picked
up camille and still got lost with the two of us. Maybe driving outside
of town just isnt for me...
Driving by myself isnt exciting anymore.
This is the first non depressing winterbreak I've had in years.
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